I smiled at you
you controlled your smiling back

I waved at you
you held your right hand with your left

I wanted to stand close to you
you moved away

I wanted to talk to you
you put on your head phones

I came at your door knocking
you shut it tight

I wanna start anew
but you carry a baggage called past

I was ready to give up
but you wouldn't let go

I was always hurt
you saw only my smiling mask

I was in mess
you never ever realized

but I still love you coz
I know in life nothing came easy

I let you go
coz I don't want to ask too much of you

I believe

I know how it feels to pinch your cheeks
I know how it feels to hold your hands
I know how your faces changes when you get angry
I know how your forehead shrinks when you are irritated
I know how it feels to see you sleep
I know how deeply you get involved in a book
I know how serious you become at work
I know it’s true when you say something
I travel several miles my eyes closed
To sit by your side and watch you for a while

A smile n sparkle

Since the day I saw you
I am thinking about you
Every day, every night
Nothing else runs in my mind right

You gotta understand, that you are my delight
The streak of first light
Heart longs to hold you tight
Even when you blow me, in a fight

A smile n sparkle - you ignite
Your words n voice - an invite
You are so far away from sight
I feel like catching the next flight

Dream walls....

I try to hold him, who is not here
I know he reaches, when am not near
Misunderstood and murdered long back
Between shores of a love and its dream walls

Without you....

Without you, the city sleeps,
Without you, the rainbow vanishes,
Without you, trees forget to wave,
Without you, my nights never end!

Without you, music doesn't entertain,
Without you, my hours are days,
Without you, heart gets bored,
Without you, my steps are pained!

Without you, I don't want to go to bed,
Without you, everything seems mud,
Without you, there are no seasons,
Without you, the time forgets it's reasons!

Without you, I don't wanna wake up,
Without you, there is nothing to make up,
Without you, nothing is pleasant,
Without you, I am dazed this moment...

My love, where are you far hidden?
Without you, my happiness forbidden,
Without you, my Life is incomplete...
Without you, my Love is incomplete...

tired and lost

I am feeling so lost
I feel, I am tired
Living just to please people
It's all the people around me
All of them love me
thats what they say!
lemme be clear, I dont love you
I have idea of reciprocating your love
wanna yell out loud
"Fu*k off world, I don't need you!"
leave me alone
just leave me alone

This Valentine's day.....

Love gifts and red roses pour
Sharing romantic kisses galore...
Animated people roaming in pairs
Acting mushy, most maddening and queer

February 14, worst day of the year
I would just want a bottle of beer
Go to the town hall dressed like a clown
Spend the day there; drink, till I am down

I see guys act brave in turquoise blue
Girls in pink without a clue
The truth is hidden, I can't speak
I would wear black for the whole week.

All the dumb ass girls get laid,
They later cry betrayed
Dim-witted boys puncture their pockets
Later are seen tearing their jackets

It's all the card seller's trick
Pink hearts and ornaments make me sick
Candle light dinners and love songs
Are things that later go wrong

This Valentines day, go to hell
Or just enjoy the fart and the smell
You better chew and eat the grass
Before, you kiss the Cupid's ass

For all those who want to enjoy life every bit
Escape the cupids arrow before it hits
Be joyous, merry and single,
Always ready to amazingly mingle

Still feeling romantic? Flush it
Coz, love is just $#!+, $#!+
So this is my opinion... what else do I say...
Love lorn a$$... Screw Valentine's Day!

psst: muse is an email fwd!

A Romantic Rhapsody

It needs one to sing
But it needs two to tango!

He says:
your smile: the cutest thing
your presence: angelic
your eyes: the sharpest weapon, cutting deep
your whispers: tenderly sensuous
your talks: the spiciest
your giggle: melody
your soft cries and muffled words: romantic Mozart
your lips: raspberry dipped in honey
your touch: the rose petal feel
your looks: naughty
your kiss: cant stop with one
your hair: a tussle of clustered softness
your fingers: to lock with mine
your mood: unpredictable

She replies:
your smile: an invitation
you look into my eyes: I feel shy and cover my face
your face: fills my dreams
your voice: gives me an adrenalin rush
your presence: makes me a carefree spirit
you touch: I shiver
you hold: my heart races
you nuzzle: a turn on
you kiss: I am intoxicated
you hug: a romantic ecstasy
your warmth: a mystery
your embrace: meets my every desire
your caresses: a passionate rollercoaster ride
you entwine: I’m locked
your making love: a romantic explosion

He and She: A Romantic Rhapsody

The Plain Me & The Plain You!

I study
the chemistry reactions
in those big volumes
my scribble pad
pen and pencil
in numerous times
I write them down
and it’s just the plain me

I shake
my leg to the beats
of drums and strings
sometimes wild
sometimes crazy
a lil head banging
my favorite jazz
and it’s just the plain me

I enjoy
the company of friends
traveling, playing pranks,
dream clicks, shopping
chit chat, having fun
Barista n KFC
my other favorite hangouts
and it’s just the plain me

I take
the greatest pleasure
wearing my black spaghetti
a floral wrap-around
settling with pieces of paper
and my blue color pen
a simmering pot
of potpourri
and it’s just the plain me

I land
myself among
those dusty old books
nuzzling on the attic above
an isle secure
dirtying my dress
I sneeze, sneeze and sneeze
I try to stop
and it’s just the plain me

I love
my solitude
for here no-one tells me
what I should say or do
and if they try
with my hand
I scratch them away
and it’s just the plain me

I create
I destroy
and just simply be
I do it again
I laugh; I cry,
scream n shout,
I can really be frivolous
let the kid in me out

Don’t think
I’m frenzied
nor demented
I’m doing just fine
perfectly fine
I’m merely creating
a dream in my mind
and it’s just the plain me

In love
with the dreaming me
the arrogant you
telling me
how special I am to you
putting me on top of the world
giving life to my reverie
and it’s just the plain you

I miss my innocence....

I might own a BMW,
But what’s the use, if it’s for boasting

I might have more than a dozen branded shoes,
But what’s the use, when I am not able to walk

I might wear an imported watch,
But what’s the use, when I can’t spend time with my family

I might have hundred branded suits,
But what’s the use, when I am sick on bed

I might own a posh bungalow,
But what’s the use, if I have no space in my heart

I might have lots of money,
But what’s the use, if I have it locked up

I might have travelled many countries,
But what’s the use, if I have not accepted change

I might have an attractive voice
But what’s the use, if it doesn’t spread the cheer

I might speak a foreign language in a stylish accent,
But what’s the use, if I have no good words

I might look drop dead gorgeous/ handsome
But what’s the use, if I have ugliness inside

I might have beautiful/handsome mate,
But what’s the use, if I have no respect for someone else’s partner

I might have lots of people called friends
But what’s the use, if in trouble there are none

I might eat in a plush restaurant,
But what’s the use, if I have not shared my bread with the meek

I might have a luxurious, big cot,
But what’s the use, if I have a craving sleep

I might be a doctor, engineer, scientist,
But what’s the use, if I have nothing to give to the society

I might be a counsellor
But what’s the use, if I am confused about myself

I might be an adventure lover
But what’s the use, if I don’t have the courage to talk my mind out

I might be a scholarly person,
But what’s the use, if I have not learnt life’s lessons

I might have life’s everything,
But what’s the use, if I miss the fizz

I might be grown up now
Buts what’s the use, I miss my innocence

Looking Back Down the Lane...

I feared to stand on my legs until mom held me and taught me to walk
I feared to go to school until I got a friend
I feared friendship until I knew it was true
I feared sharing until I knew I don’t loose anything but rather gain
I feared darkness until I learnt it was just the absence of light
I feared being alone until I started to love myself
I feared to look at myself until I discovered I was gorgeous
I feared disappointment until I learnt not to expect
I feared confusion until I discovered there is always clarity after it
I feared challenges until I found that it leads to my growth
I feared competition until I understood that I am the best
I feared victory until I knew the way to capture it again
I feared failure until I learnt to believe in myself
I feared the past until I learnt to derive lessons from them
I feared future until I discovered that every new day is the threshold of beautiful surprises
I feared back talks until I understood that anyways I can’t stop it
I feared truth until I realized the malice in lies
I feared refusal until I understood it pushes me to prove
I feared happiness until I knew it started from within
I feared hurt until I knew life is not a bed of roses
I feared life until I learnt that it is beautiful
I feared death until I realized it is not the end but beginning
I feared destiny until I found out I have tremendous power to change my life
I feared hatred until I discovered it was due to ignorance
I feared love until I got ‘Him’
I feared ridicule until I learnt to giggle at myself
I feared getting old until I discovered I’m becoming sensible each day
I feared change, until I learnt that it is metamorphosis that changes an ugly cocoon into a beautiful butterfly